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Saturday, June 24, 2006

walking away

i was totally pissed off yesterday afternoon. i don't want to get into details anymore. when i am irritated, pissed off, angry or whatever, i would like to get far away as much as possible. yesterday, i was thinking where i would go and eureka! CEBU! i'll go to cebu the very next day! why cebu? i don't know. i heard there's a promo so i called up PAL really excited. but sad to say, it would still cost me P4,000.00 so, frowning again, i hang up the phone. tried calling up cebu pacific but i cannot contact them.

so i texted my friends if they would like to go to puerto galera or corregidor with me the next day. but of course since it's an abrupt invite and it's not for free, nobody said yes :(

i just went home early from work and saw my mom who's going to hear mass. told her that i'll just go with her. after mass, i told my mom that i'll just walk home. i didn't go straight home but walked to the next nearest church. spent around 15minutes there and walked home. honestly, the walk and the church visit did me well. i am okasy now. i'm just at home not excited to leave anymore and spend much to release anger. hehehe. well, that's me just walking away...

16 comments:

yuri said...

re: last comment. was just in mnl last april. next leave on dec. hopefully in between, i get to fly to mnl as a crew or a pax if my off days permits me.

re: post, i feel the same. jjust wanna go as far away as possible. look where it led me to. hahahaha

mai said...

well it's good to hear you did the right thing..

just release your anxieties and hurt to Him...He'll do the rest..we don't need to spend or wander to far away places, all we need to do is just say a little prayer. :D

sister tin?? are you there? ala pa rin bang calling nung nagpunta ka sa church? hehe!

snglguy said...

Stay cool and have a nice weekend Tin. :-)

charles ravndal said...

well that was a nice anger management! anyway, happy weekend to you!

Toe said...

That was most certainly divine intervention that your Mom was about to go to church. You must be really malakas to the guy up there Tin! :)

RennyBA said...

I'm glad you find comfort in the Church. Have a great end to youre week:-)

carey said...

Your first option was quite an expensive way to handle your anger! :) But then again, we can be quite impulsive at the height of our emotions. Oh well, at least you did the best thing and felt more blessed and renewed.

melai said...

4,000? trip to Cebu?
Did you know that my travel back and forth from Singapore costs me Php3,300 only?

Uhmmn basta, the nicest way to get rid of anger, e stop for a while, have a deep breath ...and free your mind from any exhausting thoughts

tin-tin said...

yuri: hahaha. that's what you call getting really really far. i also hope you can ba able to return here in manila before december.

mai: honestly, walang calling when i visited the church. siguro God knows how bad my day had been at ayaw Niyang sirain lalo. hehehe

snglguy: thanks! happy weekend :)

charles: yup, a cheap one too. hehe. happy weekend charles :)

tin-tin said...

toe: i think everyone of us is malakas kay Papa God. siguro i'm just one of those who always pester Him at nakukulitan lang sya saken. hehehe ;p

rennyba: thanks! happy weekend to you also. haven't checked St. Han's Day yet. hehe ;p

carey: 2 years ago, i walked away (actually flew) to davao. hahaha. expensive talaga. hehehe. but you're right, i really get impulsive.

melai: really? but when i get to Singapore, i'll be spending more. hehe. sorry girl, but stopping and taking a deep breath doesn't work for me. i need to move. hehehe ;p

dreaming-neko said...

no travel partners? i know how it is... :(

jase said...

i also feel like this ... sometimes, just taking a trip by yourself in a strange place or area feels this longing for adventure!

tin-tin said...

neko: it's not that fun

jase: especially if you want some time for yourself :)

Rey said...

Grabe ka palang mag- tantrum, tin. Gumagastos. hehehe.

one great way to release anger is play darts. I have one in the guest room and I do that everytime I feel like godzilla and wipe out new york.

tin-tin said...

rey: talagang gastos. kaya swerte friends ko if i'm bad trip or kinikilig. hahaha. i don't know how to play darts. baka masira lang bahay namin. hahaha

iyna said...

sasamahan sana kita sa galera, kaya lang naisip ko yung last time ka nagyaya sa galera... ikaw pa yung hindi nakapunta! hehehe