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Friday, June 01, 2007

Just A Quick Note

i feel detached from the world now. why? i don't know. i just do. and i think i'm a badder person. i really chose the word badder and not worse. coz i don't think i'm a worse person but just a badder person. i feel worse but i'm not a worse person. get? and this post is a note for everyone. group of people who had been part of my life...

Amapalaya Club - even if i met you guys only this year, i'm so thankful i did. even if i don't get to talk to you guys often.. i'm just glad you're there. and i really appreciate it when you text me khet nonsense na kung ano lang nangyayari sa inyo. at ang mga kabaliwan ni ate mei and meyms sa text, i really appreciate it. sesh 3 na!

BLD Singles - i haven't been able to attend any SE Weekends this summer. ang sad lang. i didn't make any plans for those weekends so that i would be able to attend, but still.. di ako nakapunta. i miss the ministry. my se classmates, the praise ministry (feeling praise ako ha. hehe), and everyone. but it's like i don't want to attend anymore if i'm alone. lalo na if i'll see kuya jo or kuya alfred.. basta parang takot ako sa kanila ngayon. hehehe. i just hope i'll be able to spend time with you guys again.

BLD Youth - i'm really glad for LSS. as for every LSS, i gain new friends. pero syempre, i also miss the old youth. i miss my old friends, friends that i talked to sooo often before. and now, just forwarded messages or none at all. or i am just updated in the multiply. i'm really thankful for multiply. i just miss talking to you guys. i'm really glad for the showers and the wedding that happened early this year, coz it had been a reunion with you. miss ko lang talaga kayo. as in!

Blogsy Friends - i'm loving this name. hehe. thanks carey. i just want to say thank you for always visiting my blog. i know i don't get to visit your blog often now. laziness factor. but still, you visit my blog. even just dropping by to say hi even if i don't have any updates. thank you for keeping the witty comments coming. i really love reading the comments. it makes my day. thanks!

Byutipulgerls - i'm really sorry girls for disappointing you when i was not able to go with you to visit weng. honestly, i feel guilty. coz i know even if my mom told me not to go, as maje said, pwede ko naman hindi sundin. but that time, i just want to follow her. coz i was not feeling good that day. after crying the whole night.. sobrang babaw ng pag-iyak. sobrang babaw ng takot. pero ayoko talaga nang nawawala especially sa magulong lugar. basta girls, i really am sorry...

Econsoc - i miss you guys. i haven't seen you for the longest time. i thought i'll be back in circulation coz punta nga ako dapat 1st day of june. but no! bad trip talaga ang pag-halfday ko last wednesday. nakakasira ng plano. coz i really miss you guys. i miss college and i miss elbi days. sana matuloy talaga ang cagayan summer getaway in august.

Harpers - i'm really thankful for you guys. coz now i found new travel partners. kala mo naman, dami na natin napuntahan. hehehe. basta till the next spontaneous trip or gimik. nood tayo ng surf's up. when's the manila trip? and lastly, palawan friendster party ha.

Household - i miss you girls. kse kayo ang stress reliever ko here in the office. and wala na kayo. i know i have a new household. pero iba pa din kayo. and di ako nakakaattend ng household na bago. kse lunchtime and after lunch. mahirap dumaan. super busy pa ngayon. ate richie, pagbalik mo.. let's just meet up. bisitahin natin si ann! hehehe

Mark 10 - the only ministry that i attend to. hehe. i'm so thankful for Mark10. dream come true and it's my remaining connection to BLD. and i love the kids. khet makulit kayo, love ko kayo. and feeling ko.. kayo ang makakapagpapayat saken sa sobrang pagod. hehe.

Officemates - saturday overtime! i know you'll miss me that's why i was included sa mga magoovertime khet na di naman dapat. haaay... but even if i see you my dear officemates everyday, i also miss you. it's like i haven't talked to you for some time. have not gone out in gimiks with you. promise! i really feel i'm far from you even if i see you people everyday. maybe because we're all busy now. as in really busy. and i just want to thank you guys for everything, for trusting me and for considering me your friend. naks! and to the guys, thank you coz kayo lagi ko kasama ngayon. thank you for bearing with my laziness and my kaartehan. you know what? i just realized.. even if you treat me as literally one of the boys most of the time, you still treat me as a princess. naks!

Racho Family - i'm spending more time with you my immediate family now. and i really thank God for giving me you guys as my family. kahit ganyan si Papa, buti na lang Racho siya. hahaha. i'm really proud to be a Racho. and i hope we'll have our reunion again on october. balik tayo tamblot ha!

16th Ave. Peeps - i miss you guys. haaay... sa ibang lugar na 16th ave. nyo ngayon eh. i hope we'll have a reunion also. i just miss my childhood days. and toni (naks!), nakita ko si mark. yun lang. nakita ko lang. hahaha :)

God - i really miss You. i talk to You every morning, night, every chance i get, but still i miss You. and i think You know what i mean. thank You so much Lord coz even if i'm being too demanding, You still are there for me. and a lot of people has judged me on what my relatioship with you is, but You don't care. You still love me. thank You. and thank You for giving me these people. the people i've mentioned above. coz they really make my life worth living.and Lord, i just miss You. i want to spend quality time again in the Blessed Sacrament, but until now, i haven't done it yet. i am sorry. i love You Lord.

20 comments:

Richard said...

I think everyone sometimes feels detached. It only becomes a problem when it lasts a long time.

Try getting some rest (I often find a good night's sleep helps).

Find something you enjoy that involves getting out of the house and do it (with or without people).

I often like to just go and watch people. At first it makes me feel worse, but then I start to feel better.

chase said...

Yeah I agree what Richard said. Everyone goes through that kind of phrase. Just relax girl and let nature take its course

tin-tin said...

richard and chase: thank you so much for the kind words. i'm sure i'll get away from this phase soon. thank you :)

Jake The Miserable said...

Napaka-normal na sa'tin ang paminsanang detachment. 'Wag lang 'tong magiging alienation. 'Yung ang hindi na maganda.

Mas mapalad ka dahil bilang lang sa daliri ko ang talagang pinakikisamahan ko.

At dahil diyan, salamat nga pala sa palagiang pagbisita sa nilalangaw kong blog. Idadagdag kita sa listahan ng mga blog links na palagian kong binabasa. Sana'y magbalik kang muli. Rak on.

kyels said...

I'm feeling detached too, Ate. But I'm sure you will pass this phrase, for sure.

Hold on and be strong.

*hugs*

tin-tin said...

jake: minsan gusto ko maging alienated ng sandali. yun bang panahon para sa sarili o soul-searching kung baga. pero sandali lang. kse hindi ko kakayanin ng matagalan yun. hehehe. salamat din sa palagian mong pagbisita sa blog ko :)

kyels: your finals is over, right? time to rest for you. remember, i'm just an email away :)

Abaniko said...

Once in a while, it's good to be alone, far from the madding crowd. It gives you time to align yourself with your true self. If you know what I mean. :)

RennyBA said...

Your not the only one feeling detached sometimes - life has its ups and downs. I feel just being aware of it and think things through, helps sometimes and I hope even better when you put it down in a 'quick' note!
Wishing you a lovely Sunday and a great week ahead:-)

tin-tin said...

abaniko: i know what you mean :)

renny: actually, i'm feeling better already. thanks renny! have a great week :)

-naivete- said...

We all have our bad moments too. But it doesn't mean we should avoid it or hopefully, find a salve for it.

See this as an opportunity to know yourself deeper. Be not opinionated. See things from different angles.

take care.Ü

rHo said...

i just hope and pray na kung ano man pinagdadaanan mo ngayon e malampasan mo!! ingatz ka lagi and God bless...

bokbok said...

its must be the weather. hope you feel better soon. pero inspite of the feeling of being detached ay parami ka pa rin na mi-miss thats great, i am sure yung mga nasalistahan ay greatful sa mga sinabi mo :)

Ferdz said...

You feel bad? I think you are very lucky ang dami mong friends na nabati!! I'm sure that feeling will pass. And "Amapalaya CLub"? Ayus sa pangalan ng group ah

Alternati said...

What does ampalaya stand for? hehehehe

Being detached makes you miss the things you're attached to kaya enjoy it (in a sense), :)

ann said...

Ganyan din ako noon, lalo na noong hindi pa ako married. Pero ngayon hindi ko na yata feel yan. Mag-asawa ka na kaya.

tin said...

Cheer up sis. You still have your friends and family around you. :)

Sidney said...

Looks like you moved on... Wow, you have a very extended network of friends.

RennyBA said...

Just checking up on you - hope you still feels good!
Wishing you a lovely Sunday:-)

carey said...

hehehe you're welcome dun sa 'blogsy' term... it's quite evolved from the term 'tipsy' which i also like, the word ha, not the state of being tipsy. sounds cute kasi. hehehe...

and your blogsy friends will always be there for you... coz ganun ka din sa amin, diba? always visiting our blogs no matter what.

by the way, the first time i read the blogsy friends part, i thought sa akin ka lang nag thank you dun sa mga comments and visits, then later i realized, nagthank you ka pala dun sa term na blogsy, LOL

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