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Sunday, July 23, 2006

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i did not have a great week. i was in an angry mode and not at its finest. hahaha. and the weekend is not even great at all. i don't know. i just really feel bad. i feel like i've lost my self-respect and that i want to kill myself. for the first time in my life i contemplated on killing myself. i never entertained suicide coz i was afraid of hell. but now, i don't know. what happened? nothing really. i just feel so bad. i did not do anything really bad, it's just that i feel like everything is going downhill. everyday, i send morning prayers to my friends. those morning prayers are really applicable to me. but you know what? it's like i don't feel the power of prayer. sorry Papa God.

and what am i blabbing about? i don't know. haay... ang labo ko talaga. can i ask a favor? can you pray for me? thank you...

22 comments:

rex said...

oh, tin, anong prob?

well, kung ano man yun, hang in there. as you know, i experienced that just months ago. if it would help, listen to Carrie Underwood's "Jesus Take The Wheel". one night kasi, paulit-ulit ko lang siyang pinakinggan until naconvince ko sarili ko na may pag-asa pa.. =)

God bless! :)

Ann said...

I'll pray for you Tin. Talk to someone you can trust..kaya mo yan.

duke said...

will include you in my prayers.
hope all is better now.

mei said...

praying for you tin-tin. if you need to talk email me okay =)

*hugs*

Estupidormitorian Neil said...

Have been idle in sincere prayers, but I'll try to include you to mine...

what is it that bothers you most? Being the prettiest and the loveliest creature on earth? That would really be mind-boggling. ^_^

Take care.

*hugs* *hugs*

jef said...

Hello, just stumbled here by my usual blogg hoping...

Don't worry, we all have that 'phase' of running away from ourselved and from God . I do know that this is not at all bad...these are the moments that will help us recognize our selves--introspection so to speak.

I hope you will get out of it soon!

tin-tin said...

rex: ang galing nga yesterday, coz i heard that song. syempre emote ang lola. but trying hard na pigilin ang tears coz my family's there ;p

ann: thank you so much ann! have you read my reply to you in my previous post? :)

duke: thanks duke! watched hitch last night. and honestly, it made me better. hehe :)

tin-tin said...

mei: pray for me ha. lakas ka kay God eh. hehehe. thanks mei for the hug. *hugz*

niel: hahaha. if you had been idle in praying and then suddenly, you'll be praying for me.. naku! God will truly hear you out ;p

jef: welcome! and thank you very much for your words. i really do appreciate it :)

zingtrial said...

tin-tin I'll remember you in my prayer,He!He!. wish you all the best

vic said...

Everytime I feel depressed and sad I just look around and see the lovely and happy faces of my niece and nephews (all in photos and videos) and all the happy little children, and before I knew, I'm back to my old jolly self again. Try it tin-tin. Children do magic in our lives.

Rey said...

I want to quote the chorus of one of my most favourite Collin Raye song to let you know that you're not alone with what you feel...

"I laugh,
I love,
I hope,
I try.
I hurt
I need,
I fear,
I cry.
And I know you do the same things, too
So we're really not that different, me and you."

jase said...

hi tin-tin, hope ur ok now, whatever it is that's bothering you - just let it go ... we'll also pray for you ... can u feel it?

aiRah said...

awwww...

sure thing, i'll pray for you. :)

anyway, try to relax.

hope this helps. *grins*

have a nice day! *hugs*

cheers,
aiRah

vina said...

Tin! what happened??? so that's why you wanted to have a drink last friday :(

let's plan it ok? not this week lang, coz it's my sis' bday.

take care tin, ok? drop me a line or email me.

Tani said...

did blogging about those blah moments help? *big hug*

jairam said...

hi TIn, don't be so sad...I'll be praying for you pretty girl :)

tin-tin said...

zingtrial: thank you so much :)

vic: ummm.. i still don't have any nephews or niece. so i guess i'll settle to comedy flicks. hehe

rey: thank you so much! yup, we're just the same :)

tin-tin said...

jase: honestly, i'm feeling it. thank you so much jase :)

airah: it helped. thank you so much airah. and thanks for dropping by :)

vina: yup, that's the reason. i guess i can be free mid-august. thanks so much girl :)

tin-tin said...

tani: it helped a little. thanks tani *hugz*

jairam: thank you so much jairam :)

Ann said...

Yes, nabasa ko, pero dedma lang ako..hehehe...thanks ha.

tin-tin said...

talagang dedma ka ha. hehehe ;p

Anonymous said...

* hugs *